FaceOff

Aku tgk cite ni lagi skali last week mase hari MC saket kepale tu. –> tu je nak cite pon pasal title tu :P

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
Trying to bend the truth
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m
Lying my way from you
Pretend. Sume org pon pretend. Tp yg sure, mmg penat la pretend. I was told last week cemane by being pretentious can save your ass in this company. Hmm.. mmg btol pon. I was told to not believe men when i was young. Hmm.. btol jugak. I was told that maximizing your credit card will cause u big trouble in the end, Hmm.. btol jugak but the plastics are SO irresistable! :D
I’ve grown up as a confused person by all these pretentious gestures i have to make. I have to pretend i like my boss so as to keep my job’s done. I have to pretend i like being frens with some colleagues just to keep them happy doing their werk and tak susahkan aku in the future. I have to pretend ignoring a fren in de ofis eventhough we’re close so as xnak bg bdk perempuan yg my fren suke tu jealous or pikir yg bukan2. I have to pretend i don’t have credit cards with my auntie so that she won’t get attack from darah tinggi. I have to pretend i’m happy with my life cos many ppl depend on me to support them emotionally.
Above all these, a dear fren had once asked me: Have you ever think about yourself? Aku jawab a simple ‘no’. I struggle my way thru life by this, and i think i’m well adapted already. Ppl will ask: What do you expect out of these? Aku boleh say i dun expect anything. –> =)) tp mende expectations ni mmg surely x ramai org pecaye unless diorg kenal btol2 aku.
:)


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