ALifeOverRated

Weekends: hari yang sgt bergune if you’ve got loads of cash and the sales is on, or ade great gigs in town, or ade nice and cheap theatre shows, or ade great movies to be marathoned sampai pensan with great frens, or ade org nak layan aku p Zoo Negare . But my weekend bebaru ni xde le terok ngat.. cume the theme is “love your home”.
Sabtu: Ni sume salah Amer! . Got Age of Empires II skali ngan Expansion pack from him, and it took me 10 straights hours (ade la benti2 kejap – bekpes megi, semayang, pengurusan diri ) to finish up conquering the map – ade dramas la skali.. adek king ni yang dah ade kingdom sendiri lagi mao tamak nak amek kingdom org, and the likes of that la.. Lepas tu.. pinggang saket, mate berpinau, and I stared at the blank tv dgn penatnye and blur nye. Tetibe teringat kat Sam – writeup die bg aku. Memandangkan xde org kat opis dah mlm tu (sah2 la kan? Gile ke edi??), aku pon dgn kejamnye p mengheret rakan2 teman aku dinner (plus lunch for me) pastu p opis teman aku amek mende tu. Maleh laa nak p opis ahad… Bangla pon reti cuti, idok gitu nad..? ) Sampai umah around pkl bape tah, 4 eh? Tak ingat. Tapi lps sesaje gatal bukak game lg I finally dozed off at 6 lps suboh.
Ahad: Amazingly aku bgn balek pkl 8:30!!!! Marahnye.. Tp rase tdo yg sgt deep. I dreamt of this one pakcik ni, somewhat lecturing me. Die konon2 femili jugak, pastu tetibe sound aku psl aku fail Bio. I was like huh??? Appa ni?? Pastu mimpi sesat carik parking kete la etc. Tak kesah la nak mimpi ape asal jgn antu dah. Eheheh.. guess wat I did lps bgn pagi? game lg. Tp dlm pkl 11 tu dah ultimate aku dah x larat nak tgk scenarios die. Suddenly ternampak bekas crosstitch aku. Terbengkalai bunge yg aku nak buat kat Along konon2 for her birthday – err.. tp utk bedei last yr. . Aku tgk, siap batang pokok bunge tu je. I flipped thru the books tp lost track bunge mane yg aku buat, benang kaler ape yg aku pakai. Dgn maleh nak pk lg, aku start a new one. Napkin. Bunge chantek sgt tp it’s not silangpangkah. Champor2 sket ngan jahet biase. Lalalala aku buat – setengah jam carik kaler benang among belambak2 benang my auntie supply, setengah jam terai nak untangle the stupid benang.. cheh!. Bab jahet tu xde mende (ewah, riak nih riak ). Not surprised la x sejelite buku tu sbb aku blasah gune kain crosstitch yg besar, aku cheat the colours (die soh pakai forget-me-not blue. Wat de hell is dat?? So aku choose la kaler biru yg aku rase xde aku lupe kaler biru nih), die soh pakai 4-strand, tp aku degil pakai 3 gak like my auntie used to teach. Alah.. jadik jugak.. nampak gak la rupe bunge.. xde le jadik mcm budak skolah sgt.. .
At least ade gak hasil aktibiti aku. Realistic la jugak. Ade one time aku sgt bosan, I took the numbers to be volunteers. Aku amek volunteering for the Down Syndrome children, kat mane tah.. They said to call to fit in your schedule. I never did. Nak pg, tp there’s a thing about me and the Down Syndromes. Aku takot once I go, I can’t pull back. I LOVE this kind of children. Sgt chomel and sgt degil! J Yg lelaki tu plak kalo kite lalu, mesti nak tackle regardless muke cemane pon. =)). Tp in short, these ppl need constant attention, for kdg2 femili diorg lose hope on wat they’ll be able to do in the future. Aku takot kalo aku pg, once dah attached emotionally ngan bdk2 tu, x psl2 plak menanges and devastated gile bile aku cannot make it anymore due to whatsoever reasons yg may come. Wish I have everything to give them everything they need. Abg Ciciq – my sister-in-law, pon Down Syndrome. Skang dah quite berumor, dlm 40 kot (amazing kan?). He once was sent to this one tmpt kat Johor yg jage bdk2 mcm ni, with the hope yg nnt ade gak la die pandai buat ape2 ke. Within just a couple of weeks, mak Ciciq pg la nak tgk anak die cemane he’s doing; to find lice penoh kat kepale, and sgt x terurus. Bile mak die tanye abg Ciciq ni, he said in his own language and actions, like he was forced to basoh socks penghuni2 lain, and diorg the attendants pakse buat mcm2 yg ade yg mengaibkan jugak. Being a kiasu Singaporean, selamat la warden skolah tu kene jerkah ngan mak Ciciq. And immediately she took her son back home. Itu parents yg kesah. What about those yang x heran and just dump their children kat situ? What happened to them? :’(
Thursday: Baru le ade mase nak paste this blog. A restless afternoon sbb semlm blk lmbt, drive cem org gile pg ni cos late for a meeting with boss kononnye pkl 9. Lagi 10 menet nak sampai, boss tepon ckp postpone pkl 2 :-w, pastu got a msg saying ade bdk buat hal plak x dtg meeting kat Putrajaya, so I sent out one nasty email, tghari ‘bleeding to death’ so xde selere sgt, p ikano, pastu rushing blk opis, berlari cem org gile just to find out yg boss pon x habeh mkn lagi!! ( huwaaaa!!! And now I’m in Putrajaya having my own peace of mind, without seeing the person i hate kat opis tu. Tranquil. Mlm kang tgk movie ngan Man and Along. Tp kene blk dlu sbb aku sgt penat. Td mase drive from ofis to Putrajaya pon my concentration suddenly got lost, thinking bout a person, thinking about what have i done, and the rest.. blank… until i suddenly mcm approaching rapat with a lorry, and second time almost terbabas to side. Damn! Tau la hari ni last day kat ofis before cuti, tp xmo la last day of my life. Haiyya… I really hef to go.Will be missing my frens. :’)