ICareButI’mRestless

Wuuhuhuuu.. Wahahaaa… Eheheh.. edi gile. Lamenye rase x lepak opis tp xde keje or pretend xde keje n xde org kat opis n de day’s getting dark n aku stil x buat keje n de internet’s still up! . A serene feeling.. *nad. aku xmo ko kate ape2 sbb ko kene p outstation (pointless tp saje ). Huwaa… Nad.. sampek ati ko p luxemberg yg i hate to spell correctly n hate to find de place in de map. huhuuu.. Susah laaa nak pk nak mintak ape sbb xtau ape ade.. Mane bley ini macham.. (ape laa si along ni dok men’sudoku’kan diri nih. x paham sunggoh ape yg best. isyisyisy. hate to be de brainiless fren laa but ar… WHAT is dat??)
Last week, hari Rabu. Kitorg bebdk opis pg tgk Red Eye. I’ve always wanted to watch it in de first place, tp got several bad reviews and mcm sgt x enthusiastic nak tgk due to these remarks. Hmph. Ni lah salah satu analogy macam when u say u cannot judge a book by it’s cover. I dunno, sape x tgk lg tgk la but i think it’s worth watching la, and it was more fun sbb on dat day kitorg seems like a liiitle bit extra feel-gud hormones going on, alhamdulillah nothing hepen sampai la blk. Usually kan diorg kate kalo hepi2 sgt time ni, ha satgi nanges la tuh. Uisy. Seb baek ok. Once in a while, it’s nice to just let go and hef fun. No point in being serious all de time cos de problem will still be a problem. I get my own moody moods sometimes, but sometimes it takes time and certain ppl to make my day . Ekceli aku baru blk tgk cite Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (yes, i know.. baru nak tgk..). Err.. Nak honest point of view ke? TakbestTakbestTakbest! Sweet, but typical, and ape ni.. lagu2 for every child eliminated?? Haiyyaa… Tak sessuai.. I watched de making, and mmg laa.. amazed ngan de making die.. how they find de correct texture for the chocolate waterfall and river etc. Alah.. tp biase la kan all these movie technologies. Regardless how out-of-the-world methods you’re doing, if de movie turns out to be like crap, then it will la. *sori willy..
Last 2 weeks has witnessed me searching for Alanis Morisette’s Jagged Little Pill album cos aku i thought mine yg dulu has gone missing. Imagine how dedicated i was, searching from town to town (ewah over la tuh). Takde laa.. searching from OU to Curve to IKANO to Ampang to Keramat to Setiawangsa to Pertama Complex in my asthmatic and tonsil conditions; imagine how many i’ve spent for parkings and unnecessary shoppings due to tak jumpe punye pasal (alah.. pepaham la kan.. ). Even ade yg offer nak carikkan pon aku xmo. Belagak nih. Nak carik sdiri konon. Finally, aku almost give up, and tepakse gak mintak tlg sbb rasenye dah x sanggop and my batok was killing me and killing ppl surrounding me hehe. At this point of giving up, aku beli gak yg Jagged Little Pill tp de acoustic version which is TOTALLY x best langsong!! ( Nite came, i went out for dinner, gi amek my fren, die kate die x jumpe wat i want, but die bought cassette yg lain (mase ni, dlm ati, aku dah “no… why… huhuuu…”). Aku pon amek la plastic tu.. *tsktsk.. flipped it open, tarek kuar, expecting to see wat i imagined, and suddenly dis white cover came out, with alanis looking up, and it’s green kat bawah,.. and it’s JAGGED LITTLE PILL!!!!!!!! Wahahahahahahahaahahahaha!!! edi gile lagi!!! heheehehehehehehehehehe.. Can u guys imagine HOW i felt day nite??? Rase yg sgt puas dan aku menjerit dan sgt gembire x terkate dan sgt “ohmyGod!!”. Wow.. rasenye dis is de first time i get wat i reali reali want and bukan want just like dat, i searched high and lows for it! Huisy.. rase cem dpt Nissan Murano punye feelings lah! And to make it sweeter, i got it for free!! Tengkiu tengkiu muahs muahs!!! Hmm.. maybe die bg sbb aku sgt pathetic carik cem org gile, n rupenye die found it in de first kedai die masok, kat low yatt (low yatt eh? ke BB? memane la area tu). Haha.. mlm tu for de first time i didn’t rush blk, no speeding yg malampau2 happened cos i was enjoying my little cassette.. aaah… but i hef to speed la once in a while cos i noticed yg bile tgh2 mlm usually lelaki on de road akan jadik scarier and x pasal2 diorg boleh hog kite as if kite langgar die td ke ape ke. Usually kalo diorg hog when i was in de kura2 lane, i’ll just slow down lagi dan lagi sampai diorg rase pointless nak hog n trus potong. Tp kekadang takot gak kalo la tetibe die saje nak langgar n soh kite benti tepi pastu rompak pastu bakar kite pastu buang dlm longkang.. *noooo…. :’( Hehe. Apelah yg aku merapek ni kan. Chow..

Shot of Laughter – Sugar Ray
I see that life is just a dream that we chase after
It’s not exactly what it seems
I’d like to buy the world another shot of laughter
And buy my friends another drink