ahkahkahkah. kok gue baru ngetahuin bahwanya prempuan di kantor yg gue ceritakan dahulu, ada kaitannya deh dengan ramei rakan2 gue di frenster… ahkahkahkah. lantas bisa dibacanya blog gue yang dahulu… wah.
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ini adalah hasil edi yg terlalu lama cuti saket n lepak kat umah sambil tgk cite indonesian tajok “hikmah” kat ria.
hmm… ha’a.. smbl aku bosan2 td, saje je la browse tgk kwn2 on de frenster. it was a shock to see bukan sorg member aku yg “relate” to this lady. ade lah beberape yg ade kaitan ngan “kumpulan-yg-dikacau-oleh-tuut”. akaka. ep! bukan aku yg bg nama tu. someone from de dark side 
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hah. menyingkap (pergh. ayaat..) kejadian dlm seminggu sampek hari ni.. byk mende, tp aku byk lupe. damn medication. was sick. mule2 kne saket tekak biase. then tonsil. then tetibe demam tgh mlm. then asthma. a total of almost 200 hengget was spent on medical bills, and beberapa helaian duit lg utk brg2 mkn yg wasted plus dikuarkan balek about 5 minutes lps aku mkn. dokter due hari lepas yg aku pegi bgtau, all along, i was consuming ubat yg x sesuai for asthma condition aku. die kate, kalo aku rase terketar2 lps mkn (which i think is normal selama ni), itu maknenye aku allergic to dat ubat. mmg bile mkn ubat tu, ko akan rase terketar2 and ur heart beats faster; faster than when u saw de one u laaf… :”>. erk. eheh. ok back to de stori. pehtu dokter tu ckp:
“if u keep on consuming this, u might end up having a heart attack!
ini naseb baek awak mude lagi ni.”
ah?? akekeke. :”>. heee… kahkahkah. ok ok. mude ye…?
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so i take in de advice.. n mkn ubat yg die sajes. nak jdk cite, de day dat follows, aku xleh mkn proper meal langsong. dunno effect ubat baru tu ke ape, but, God, it hurts sooo much! every mknan yg aku sumbat will end up in the toilet. seksa wooo.. n to tell u de truth, i was utterly mad at Him. mmg aku tau n always pegang that apesaje bencana or saket yg ditimpa, mmg sume tu ujian Dia, nak kasik hapus at least some of our dosa2 kecil. tp being me.. tau la kan.. aku even mintak supaye be ended my life sbb mmg x tahan sgt saket die. i can hardly sleep, n i can barely eat, n was wondering, ini redemption utk dosa aku yg mane. whoa. mmg byk memikir woo.. tade baek ini macham.
mase kat klinik, smbl tunggu dokter, tgh saket2 nih, nurse2 kat situ leh buat conversation psl sahur ke x, cemane nak buat masakan ini lah, itulah.. n sume ni terjadi bukan kat kaunter diorg ke ape, tp dlm bilek dokter.. selambe ya yaaaaa… heisy.. baek2 employer korg ehh… cube lah aku sembang psl mende ni dpn boss aku, time keje. maybe aku xkan dibuang keje, tp de reputation yg sediakala bad, menjadi semakin burok.
in a kampeni where resources are meaningfully kept, regardless of ur performances, due to ketidakcukopan org; satu mende yg sedeh was noticed. reputation ke yg di measure?
walaupon ko keje mcm nak mati, ko keje 24×7, tp u did bad in reporting to de correct ppl, or menggelabah when asked about certain matter; will u go far? nope. dun think so. u’ll stay there. oh yes u will. tp rappo ko as an employee will be just like “passenger of the boat”, as my big boss said. he once mentioned, byk kali ekceli, yg he will get rid of these passengers, but he never did. bcos these passengers did their job. the routine. xde accomplishment, xde mende to be proud of. matter of performance ni sgt subjective.
how do u measure performance of a clerk? by how many letters he sent or emails he typed or catalogues he photocopied for u? or whether he invented new ways to type de email. dr gune sume jari, tetibe pakai speech saje ke? huh? akaka. merapek. some stuff yg aku maleh nak pk. my brain doesn’t allow me to go further.
chiow
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