I’mNotReadyToMakeNice

split personalities of erdy:

• dumb blonde

read or seen the jessica simpson’s issue? apparently, i’ve been potrayed as that to some. ahaha. toksah la bandingkan kecerahan die dgn aku dan keblondiean rambutnye dgn rmbt aku ni ha.. think of it like her. she let ppl see herself as dumb, and then siap mengaku lg yg die sbenarnye pretend to be dumb. for what reasons, hell i dun know ). tp aku rase die mmg.. er… like that .

for me, it’s either (a) mmg aku kurang berpengetahuan a.k.a bangang dlm topik yg dibincangkan, (b) aku saje buat bodo sbb maleh nk gadoh, atau (c) i don’t give a damn and i just shut everything.

so, di dalam keegoan and indenial seperti jessica, kami telah mengundi (b), konon ala2 macam bagos hehe

• the fun erdy

sgt sedeh to have left this, years back. dlu aku sgt tidak pedulik ape org kate n ape aku buat mmg just hef fun. sampai fail lah byk paper ahaha. but now, more and more stuff coming, been with frens who need to be won over i.e by tweaking ur personality; this fun erdy was buried. everything is oh-so-sensitive right now. benchi btol perasaan dh tua nih. anyway, to some, aku still maki korg regardless how reserved i’ve been, bcos it feel so good to express my anger that way. raye nnt aku mintak maap officially .

the topic of frens mmg kalo diskas, x habeh2 kan. i’ve encountered frens yg katenye baru kenal sape kawan2 die lepas dah x within the same institution. konon mcm kengkawan yg die ade mase dlu tu just kawan ngan die sbb want something out of him je. haha. guess wat dude. life’s like that. ko sdiri pon akan kawan ke dgn org kalo ko xnak something out of that person? people fren-fren sbb diorg lonely, sbb diorg xde sape nk pegi mkn, sbb diorg xde sape nk pegi tgk wayg, sbb diorg malu nk buat activities sorg, and the list goes on lah kan. honest frenship? find one and kabarkan kat aku. note: this blog is written with a f***ed up mind. oh. lg satu. if u want ur frens to always remember u, do ur part jugak lah. aku x ingat bile last time ko call/sms bertanye kabar aku or any of our frens. ape, ko ingat ko tu menteri ke nk mintak ppl suck up to u? hahaha gelakkan die…. )

ok lah. aku nk pegi ajak kawan aku teman tgk wayg. i’m not done with the topic. kejap lagi aku sambong. daa…

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erdy is listening to Dixie Chicks – I’m Not Ready To Make Nice