KissingAFool

hola….

told u guys nak sambung the next day, tp x sempat sbb mcm2 hal lah kekeke.

hari ni aku adelah di rumah. for the first half of the day la. terbgn lambat. pkl 8. so kasitau boss aku werk from home, and dtg belah petang. i wont elaborate more haha.

currently, i’m feeling very disappointed with myself. skarang ni aku tgh terketar2, sejuk sbb opis ni mmg sejuk, champor perasaan penat x berape boleh tdo sbb asek pk psl die. worst still skang ni, stengah jam skali aku terjage, dan tgk tepon, dan pk psl die. tolonglah kalo sesape kenal ustaz memane, bgtau la aku, sbb aku x rase aku tahan lg hidop mcm nih. tlglah kuarkan die dr hidop aku. kuarkan die dr pikiran aku. kan sronok kalo jdk org kaye. aku gerenti dah pegi obersee ddk sane dan take a very long vacation. i need to go meet people. tolonglah aku……..

i’ve picked up my bad habit again. and it’s killing me. masok hari ni dah 2 kali aku kene asthma attack dlm seminggu. aku xleh nak buat ape dah. aku dh try beli buku yg aku suke, tried to read, tp x jln gak. aku beli reader’s digest belambak2, x jalan. aku x berani pegi jalan2 round2 sorg2 sbb nnt aku lg pk psl die, bcos kitorg suke outing jalan2 xde arah. it was a bliss back then. but not now. how wud u feel, bile kite nak spend time ngan org tu, tp tetibe kejap2 ade member sms lah, sape sms lah; padehal kalo time die kuar ngan org lain/member2 die, kalo aku sms, mesti dibalas lmbt. x terase mcm kecewe x?

haih… xpelah. just not my luck.

i’m selling off my car. so kalo sesape nak, email la aku eh. need to do some readjustment in my life.