Bersalahnye…

it’s monday. and i feel ugly. sad. yet happy. haha. it’s monday, and i’m supposed to have those monday blues. but i don’t, eventhough i did my first briefing presentation. itupon sorang je orgnye.. kalo ramei, mesti aku x pegi keje pagi ni heheh. oh. the mixed feelings are most probably due to ketiadaan manager aku, yg ade emergency pagi ni. so it’s a bliss, but somehow bersalah, sbb instead of doing my rounds of reads, aku telah bertenet and chat, and browsing the internet, studying fake tokidoki’s and the real ones. pastu dgr lagu, dan chat somemore. pastu plan lps dpt kete, nk pegi round mane, dan to attend sume tt yg ade (konon), dan nk pegi swimming dan jogging (ok this one’s not true hehehe).

btw, i’m left alone at home, with no phone access, just wireless internet yg dicurik dari jiran , until tomorrow. my brother n de geng pegi perai. not for werk. but golf. hah! so last night was terrible. aku x brani tdo pkl earlier than 12 sbb takot terjage pagi2 buta. so i slept around 2.30 lebeh, terjage dkt pkl 3 bcos mimpi ade hantu nak rape me, then tdo, pastu terjage pulak pkl 4, and stengah jam lps tu lg. tired…

sbb tu lah pagi td, i barely can open my eyes, but i’m not sleepy. oh help… restlessly, aku pikir of all the exits and actions nk buat in case ade pencurik masok umah. then suddenly aku ade terbaca ptg tu about one crappy chain letter, yg kalo ko x send it to how many ppl, the ghost of that woman will come and murder u or something. whatever la… inilah akibatnye bile tgk iklan hantu kat kirana champor lps tgk CSI. haih.