PokerFace

must a tragedy happen before actions taken?

Arrghh…

you know you’re addicted to the sims when:

• you press the number 3 on the keyboard when any website takes too long to load – with the hope it fast forwards
• you move your pointer towards the edges of the monitor to see the rest of the page
• your ringtone is from the game.

damn.

BeltedOut

Successful implementation of rear passenger seat belts

Haih…

i bought this…….

only to find that this notebook doesnt HAVE a slot for notebook lock! arrgghhhh!!! patotla sume org x kesah pon nk lock their machines…. the other day i did search for the slot, mcm nampak… adeh laa… imaginary slot rupenye…. dammit…… eee x takot ilang ke diorg nihhhh…..

ProductReview:ThePrime

haha. will not be paid for this, tapi saje nk share some of the products that i love. this time around, it’s the skin base visage, M.A.C Prep + Prime. 

it kinda prepare your face for the layers of makeup you’re going to put. priced rm90 per bottle of 30ml, the lady in the M.A.C studio told me that this is the best seller item. no doubt in it after my first application.

i have a typical asian skin, and i sweat easily. the moisturizer will usually get into some kind of a row with the powder i applied, and it depends – sometimes the powder will lose, so you’ll see tiny beads of powder on my sweaty face. otherwise, you’ll see my face as oily and shiny as ever you could fry an egg on it. 

this product really is a winner. lepas mandi/basuh muke, put on your usual moisturizer and let it set (heheh mcm buat roti plak ). pastu pump once and a bit more, apply kat muke as you would a moisturizer. blend in well – in the end, you’ll feel a silky sheen kat muke. pastu dab your favorite compact/loose powder. when i sweat, i could just dab the sweat away but the face still looks refreshed – no kidding. kalo x, usually in the afternoon, muke aku akan seperti hitam legam and the makeup will be all over the place. 

but this is my review. some skin may not experience the same .

p/s: oh, i’d like to add. i was informed that M.A.C products can only be found in their studios only, not anywhere else, even supermarket. those are imitations. the way to distinguish them is by smelling the product you’re purchasing. the imitations will have some smell, whilst the original wont have any since they’re fragrance-free.

RoomFullOfShit

apparently i’ve made a bad initial decision. although i have a hunch that the decision is wise, but somehow i’m suffering a mental disorder only coming back to my old werkplace can cure me. i’ll be moving to kedah in january, and i wish they wud ship me there earlier. i know i wud suffer from the same uneasiness as here, but at least i have a family there. maybe it wud turn out even worst than here, but i’ll let time take its course.

oh. before that, happy hari raya to you! hope it has been a blessed one. someone told me no point of asking for forgiveness from people since my life is already doomed. well darling, are you God to tell me i’m doomed…? you’ve just wasted your faith. maaf zahir batin to all .

why i resigned is no mystery. to be home with the family. the transition in the previous company went great, but adapting to new life is definitely not how i expected it to be.

hmph!

previously: first day – i was taken for a tour of the office by the HR. i was introduced to the row of managers, to the teams i’ll be werking with. i was immediately taken into several series of meetings with my manager where he explained to me how things are done here. i was given a buddy to help me in case i need any assistance around the company. i was taken out by my manager for lunch, where i get to mingle more. on the whole, i feel valuable there.

now: first day – i was taken to HR to fill in some papers. i was briefly told of how to submit claims etc, and was brought to the office administrator where she brought me to claim my notebook and tag. for all, i’m the one who need to extend my hand to greet people when i was introduced. were they expecting to only look at me while being introduced? after unplanned decision, i was brought by manager towards the first island we’re in, to introduce the team members. then he had to do some stuff. but before that, i asked him on the plan on training me. he said he didnt have anything in mind, yet. can you imagine that? and he’s from Motorola for God’s sake. isn’t that a well-reputable company as well? what shame has their management taught these ex-employees. then only he said i will need to join in meetings that this malay lady in the team involves in. i have no problem with that, except, that lady seems busy to even look at me. how in the fucking werld will she be able to teach me? am i supposed to ask her each time she’s going to meetings and tag along?? tak ke penyebok namanye tu? if they say, to learn, you need to ask questions. how the hell am i supposed to learn if i dont know WHAT to ask?? i regretted the day i picked up the call from the damn head hunter!

i gotta go and cool down. nak mandilah. tata.

Tagged

gelang saye yg tibe2 telah putus

the bracelet putus in a perfect timing for raya, di mane i dont have time nk pegi kedai emas and fix it. damn it.

oh btw, Jade, and Yani, i know u tagged me for those 7 facts, but since u didnt inform me by leaving a comment (i think ), can i put it aside and assume i didnt read it from ur blog? aci x? hehe. but here goes..

Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird

1. a known fact – i’m scared of anything that elevates me, be it elevator, tall building, those damn flights which still jitters my timbers, roller coaster, eye on any country, that-whatever shot (solero is it? never care), and even promotion. once, i had to pick up some tickets ke apetah sbb aku menang in some contest, in the twin tower. cant remember which floor tp bapak tinggi la kan sampai kene tukar lif. when i was up there, i sweat like hell while waiting for the receptionist taking her own sweet time searching for the prize. aku almost menjengket bcos im scared if i put my heels down, the tower will collapse due to my weight. right…. gelak laa… gelaaakkkk….!!! chis.
2. i am a total disaster when it comes to decision making. im indecisive – due to fear of the consequences. most of the time i will consult people, or shall i say, ask them to decide for me. bile dh decide, and the results turn to something unfavorable, i get to blame people. ahhh… that’s the satisfaction in it. haha. xdelah… that was then.. 
3. i’ve sins, lots of them, tp x berani bertaubat sbb takot akan buat lg, bcos i still have the desire to do them if situation permits. all i can do is seek for His forgiveness.
4. i’m ugly. total FACT with no further explanation needed.
5. i’m not high-maintenance (as they called it), but u cant expect me to telan those mamak stuff every single day and night. i love food hunting dan pegi merase mknan dkt tmpt2 yg org kate best, which are usually not that cheap. this doesnt make me high-maintenance bcos im using my own hard-earned money, damn it. alamak ter’emo’ plak :”>
6. i value cleanliness, but my own room is my personal space – it revolves around my mood. the plates shud be washed after every meal, regardless engkau tu budak kecik or lelaki macho yg ingat prempuan ni servant dan kejenye to scrub and clean the house saje; the toilet shud not make me visualize how u missed the bowl, by the smell; feet shud be off the bedspread unless u wash them first dgn menenyeh2 dua2 kaki kasik bersih; and the list goes on..
7. i love my auntie and my sister too much that every single day im scared of losing them. sometimes i feel guilty bcos my love to my aunty is even more than my late mother. al-Fatihah to u, mak. semoga Allah cucurkan rahmat-Nya kepade mak, dan letakkan mak di antara mereka2 yg dikasihi-Nya. Amin.

well, there u go.. i thot i never survive filling those up .

Inconsolable

Takkan pernah habis airmataku bila ku ingat tentang dirimu

Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu, mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri

Adakah di sana kau rindu padaku, meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda..

…

Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana

Tenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaian..

x_x

this is the reason aku always hesitate when it comes to booking my own MAS flight ticket – i get to see the flight layout, dan terus jantung berdebar2 nk klik kat mane. so in the end, it’s either i end up with airasia or org book kan. or i took bus, or ketapi, or simply exhaust myself and drive. damn it’s tiring to be worrying that much.

SomePeopleLiveForThePower

if i express how much i am devastated with the current politics in malaysia, who will hear and take actions? a mediocre blogger’s thought wont go anywhere but within his own cocoon. 

im not a fan of politics, but i read bits and pieces of it. eventhough i’d like to know what happens, the chronological previews keep pulling me back. what is happening to malaysia?

:sigh: